10162020

hi blog, it's been almost a year since I've started this.

a lot of things happened.

the contents I want to post in here are now kind of at least the opposite of what I posted before.

last year, we were not able to celebrate this day. 

so I would like to share my thoughts here on what I am feeling right now.

it was not easy, to come into this day. it has been a long crazy ride. 

but I want to dedicate this blog and day to my home, him.

8 years ago since I knew him.

he is this boy looking down and out from their classroom. his classmates would say "Nikki, crush ka raw ni nino" and then he'll go back in the room (maybe because he's shy hahaha) 

he likes all my posts on Facebook and who the heck knows what he did aside from that!

everything was just like that we did not know each other bcoz we don't even say hi hahaha until 8th grade.

but everything changes in 9th grade...

the boy I only used to pass by before became my friend...

we text, message and even video call each other...

then... I don't know how did I even fell in love without him trying.

8 years after, today, in the year of 2020

he is still the guy I want to spend my life with- the same feelings and dreams I had since I began loving him. 

to babe, 

you are such an amazing person! I know I do not even show a lot, but I am very much proud of you and what you are now. We might always fight, but I would rather lose all those arguments than lose you again. (Alam ko sasabihin mo "weehhh hindi naman", alam mo, napaka epal mo talaga!)

there are things that I dislike about you, but I love you with all your flaws.

I will stick with you throughout your whole life, ups and downs.. left and right haha! 

but seriously, no words can express how much I love you, I would never get tired of loving you.

happy 73 months and counting!