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 Hi!

I miss you. Sobra.

Ikaw pa rin.

Ikaw palagi.

At mukhang ikaw talaga buong buhay ko.

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Long time no publish, blog!

How am I lately? Well, probably one of the worst days of my life. 

My biggest fear has come.

As before writing this, I thought, that there are so many things I could be scared of in my life. But not as of this fear where I feel like I'll be standing on my own.

It's easy to fight battles or war when you know there's somebody with you.

Yet, that somebody is now unsure to stay.

It breaks my heart once again as to it is a reality, not only a hunch.

Others may say that, it is only mature to allow growth.

Yes it is. 

But. That growth seems to take us apart.

I hope I am wrong.

I pray for winning this through.

Sounds immature, but I am not ready to let go.

I want to be someone to be with through all this.

Because that's what I love is.

I believe from the love I have in my heart.

And this belief will pass through time, as I am prepared to swear a lifetime and beyond.

I hope a way back to me will show.

I hope the look in the eyes will still shine.

I hope for the feeling of love and certainty to last.

This would be a rough road but this too shall pass.

All the pain and joy through this years shall be best.