Henlo im back
These past months had been really difficult.
Most probably because I know I've hurt people. I've hurt them for being careless, insensitive and indecisive.
I can say that I am lucky to have people who love and take me seriously. Pero di ko mapigilan lokohin ung sarili ko for what I really feel. It still belongs to the same person, and I know it would always be.
Di ko kayang lokohin and paasahin sila because this is always his.
And am I too selfish to choose kung saan at kanino ba talaga ako magiging masaya? Im sorry if I chose myself pero para sa inyo rin yun, you guys deserve more and someone who truly loves you. I'm sorry.
That's why even I know that I'll hurt you real bad, it would hurt worse kapag pinatagal ko pa.
This 2020, I am trying to be better not only for him but for myself. So that I can assure him when time might come that it was all worth it.
MINSAN LANG TAYO MABUHAY, AND ALL OF US DESERVES HAPPINESS WE ALL WANT SO IM CHOOSING MINE.
Ayaw kong dumating ung araw na hihilingin ko na sana pwede pa. Gusto kong itake ung time na 'to para di ko pagsisihan sa huli na pinipilit kong mahalin ung taong di ko kayang mahalin.
